Questionably Fabulous

I haven’t written in a while and part of me feels like apologizing to my readers.  And then I realize, wait, I don’t have that many readers, the ones I do have are all family members and friends and quite frankly they don’t give a sheista if I write or not…  so I guess I want to apologize to me.

I’m sorry I’ve neglected myself.  I’m sorry I’ve failed to allow my creativity flow from my heart to my fingers to the keyboard and then onto this page.  I’m sorry I got so sucked into getting married that I forgot about this passion.  Scratch that.  I got sucked into the wedding.  The marriage itself doesn’t take me away from my joys and hobbies – it supports them and helps them flourish. 

This time last year I was so lost I didn’t know what to do with myself.  I thought hard about what I wanted to do and what was standing in my way of doing it.  And the honest answer was to write, to blog, to expose my inner self and grow from it.   And the other honest answer was that nothing was standing in my way.  So there I was, with no excuse.  So I started this thang – this Questionably Fabulous Quest to find humor in my life and forgiveness for my mistakes…  and so now I sit here again, with even less of an excuse cause here’s the website starring me in the face…  and yet, I am still trying to find forgiveness for my mistakes.